November 1, 1993

So I finally kissed Shirley! It was better than I thought it would be.
And I ended up spending the night at her place, but it was an actual sleepover.

It doesn’t seem right to get really physical right now. So we agreed to do what feels right.

I don’t want to hurt her, and I’m not sure she’s ready for sex again. And honestly, I’m not sure if I’m the right one for her to try that again with. I think she should really be in love, and I know we’re not there.

Do I want to be in love with her? It seems nice, but if I’m honest, I really don’t want a girlfriend yet.

So I’m content that she’s a friend I get to kiss and might even get to have sleepovers with from time to time.

Looking forward to going home for Thanksgiving.